lilil

early bird.,

2009-04-15T01:13:00.000-07:00

being early isn't always a good thing., i'm telling you, it isn't., since my grandparents' home is quite far from the school, when the clock says it's 30 minutes after 8, i have to be ready to go.., so i got to school about 10 minutes before 8 and i saw my classmates outside our department., i didn't chat with them coz i thought we weren't in the same class and went directly to the dreaded room "St. Benilde 119"., when i was at the door, i noticed that the room is already packed and that the teacher is already discussing., despite that, i casually went in and looked for nica., nica enrolled me for the summer and had my certificate of enrolment., i was walking down the aisle, looking for her from left to right until i got to the last row of desks... no sign of nica., all their faces were at me and i could hear there minds scream something like "what the hell is she doing?". i couldn't find an empty seat and nica who was M.I.A,. the teacher was then commenting sarcastically- "ok lang ka miss?" but i didn't mind her., i casually walked back to the front and then out the room and went to join my classmates who were still outside the department., when i sat down, i then realized what had just happened., damn it! it didn't occur to me just before i entered the room that i was early and that it wan't my class yet., it never occured to me to say something back at the teacher to save a little dignity in me., when the bell rang, i was hesitant to wait at the door because i know my little ramp was still as fresh as dew in early morning., see? being early isn't always good, especially if you're slow to react and a klutz like me., but though that happened, i woulnd't try to change it even if i could, coz hey! that's the spice of life, isn't it? i just hope next time, life's little surprises wouldn't be that spiced up.,

apologies

2008-12-01T21:13:00.000-08:00

the night after i made my first post did i realize that i failed to include ching and pao.,sorry keo guys, especially you ching. i texted you kaso until now, i haven't received anything from you pa., so it seems that you're mad or what., so sorry ching

anyway, i'm not sure how many of you guys have watched twilight na but i'm happy to inform you na next picture napud ang movie here., so i have to wait for a few days pa para maka relate ko ninyo.., a few days won't hurt, niwei prelims na so i have other stuffs to think about., i hope i didn't offend anyone sakong first post., especially jheza and balt., haha peace guys.

to my ali, there are a bunch of good looking guys here but don't worry, i'll try my very best to fight temptations., i haven't heard from you too so i guess that means...,

december na, i'm gonna go home in a week or two i guess., i'll text you guys nalang., and uhm, have you guys decided on the details of our christmas party?!? keep me posted.,

i wish all of you good luck on your major subjects., i know na all of you will make it., our batch has been strained and the not so good ones have gone na., you guys are the best so better not let me and the others down., haha pressure!! ai, no offense meant sa na strain hap!!

i miss you guys and i'll see you soon.,

goneaway

2008-11-26T22:09:00.000-08:00

first days in new schools always feel the same., but with me 'twas different..,

there's no "jade" who curses you and the day but still wouldn't notice it., she's one of the most honest person you'll ever meet and if you need some slap on the cheeck ,then you'll probably gonna ask her mobile number from me..
there's no "mj"- a breath of fresh air.., with her around, everything becomes lighter., no pressures, no worries., just bliss. there's no dull moment when you're with her and she sure knows how to make your day.
there's no "stef". we've been going home together since first year high and in college we'd go to school together too., she'd let you wait for her for minutes, you'd be freaking irritated but when she comes, i don't know, i just couldn't feel irritation then.
there's no "maxa"- who'd let you borrow her ipod when boredom strikes.
there's no "esno" whose laughter makes you giggle.
there's no "nimai" whose intelligence stunned me.
there's no "lolo" who when i asked about inferno told me a very long speech including it's history.
there's no "balt" who walks like he owns the place.
there's no "norka" who's so reserved but i know deep inside something is burning.
there's no "chacy" who now has straight hair.
there's no "cheska, nj, kikay, siao"who had left first before i did but still are a part of 55.
there's no "pyang"-you'll know that she's smiling even if you're facing her back.
there's no "kristie"who even when you whisper can hear you.
there's no "hani" whose food served in her debut party made me satisfied.
there's no "jheza" who sticks around my hubby.
there's no "ali" who became more and more attractive as days went by.

them alone made my first day so different.,
when i go home, i have a hundred stories to tell them and i know they'll tell me a million.